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Name: Purple
Birthday: 7/22/1982
Interests: Puppets Puppets the color purple and did I mention puppets. But my ultimate goal in life is to be either A. a house wife B. a motivational speaker or C. a professional puppeteer. This is not a multiple choice question, I really wouldn't mind being one or all three of these! (whoah, wait, I am a professional puppeteer, I've been a motivational speaker, now I just need to work on that mom thing.)
Expertise: I'm actually quite good at making up movements to kids church songs and it's so much fun. That, speaking in front of people, and doing puppets are what I'm good at.
Occupation: puppet maker
Industry: puppets/children's ministry
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
1/19/2005
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| Ok everyone who is single and between the ages of 23 and 35 do you ever feel like people do not look at you like an adult? Espically people in the church? I just read an article about this, I think it was in Christianity Today. (and no after a BA degree I still don't site things correctly). Anyway apparently I'm not the only one. It seems to me that people (espically in the church) look at me and say, oh she's not married, no kids she's still a kid herself, she's not an adult. And honesly, that doesn't really give me a desire to be more responsible. And frankly I'm one of the lucky ones who has a sunday school class who refuses to be labeled as "singles." I mean what is that anyway? Here lets put you in a category by what you lack: a mate! Yeah no thanks! I already have a hard time dealing with the issues that I often feel alone, undesireable and unwanted, let's shove it in my face at the place I'm supposed to be lifted up and encouraged. . . no thanks! Any way, this has just been an issue on my heart lately because there are days when I am truely content being single, I know God has plans for me right now and that he's molding me to become the woman I need to be for the man he has for me. I know that most likely that man is just lost and too stuborn to ask for directions. . . Just kidding! No I know God is molding him for me as well. But there are some days when it's just overwhelmingly distressing! The desire for my husband is like a volcano about to errupt! And how does that help when it seems that's what gets people to finally take you seriously and look at you as an adult? Do I really need to be looked at and considered as "not an adult?" I mean really? What is the right of passage into becoming an adult? I mean I don't know too many 18yr olds who are truely looked at like an adult. IS IT marrage? Is it kids? Is it getting a full time job cause I've had 3 of those. Is it holding the same full time job for at least 2 years? if so I've arrived! Is it getting your own place? I had that. Frankly I don't think it helps that I've had a lot of enablers in my life, when hard times came, swoop here to the rescue! yeah that helped me be responsible! ha ha well anyway I still have yet to find how I can hit that maturity rating or something to truely feel like and be seen as an adult. maybe one day I'll figure this out and let you all know! Any thoughts? Trusting God Always(the best that I can atleast) The purple princess | | |
| Wow it's been forever since I've posted on here. I just wanted to let everyone know that I am content in the Lord right now. God is good and he is helpign me find contentment even in the hard things right now. I just ask that you pray that the contentment will continue. thanks | | |
| For all who might care. total weirdness has happened to me. I met a security guard at a church recently, Apparently I was shining or something. Well Mr. Security guard is now in persute (I know I can't spell) of me. He's 24 half hispanic, 6'4" has an iq of 170, speaks and reads 10 different languages fluently and to answer the obvious, yes he's a christian. Every moment of every day he gives praise to God our Father for life, and purpose. He lives for God and belives God has called him to be a knight in shining armor (no joke, he told me this, before I even mentioned I was the purple princess). He belives he has been called to protect and honor. He's currently a security guard and in the marine reserves, but as soon as he can, he's going to be joining the secret service. Sooo. Who knows, maybe I've found my prince, maybe not, but either way, please be in prayer. My number one goal is to honor God through all of this. I want to keep my eyes Focused on God and obey His will in my life, no matter what it is. | | |
| SUPER CHICK
The sadest thing is you could be anything
that you could want we could have been everything
But now we're not
now it's not anything at all
The hardest part was getting this close to you
and giving up this dream I built with you
a fairytale that isn't coming true
You've got some growing up to do
I wish we could have worked it out
I wish I didn't have these doubts
I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish I didn't know inside
that it won't work out for you and I
I wish that I could stop this wishing
and just say my last goodbye
After all the things you put me through
tell me why I'm still in love with you
why am I, why am I still waiting for your call
You broke my heart
I'm taking back from you
taking back the life I gave to you
Life goes .. and after you
I've got some growing up to do
I wish we could have worked it out
I wish I didn't have these doubts
I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish I didn't know inside
that it won't work out for you and I
I wish that I could stop this wishing
and just say my last goodbye
It's time I said my last goodbye
goodbye, goodbye
It's time I said my last goodbye
I wish we could have worked it out
I wish I didn't have these doubts
I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now
I wish I didn't know inside
that it won't work out for you and I
I wish that I could stop this wishing
and just say my last goodbye
It's time I said my last goodbye
goodbye, goodbye
It's time I said my last goodbye
goodbye, goodbye
It's time I said my last goodbye | | |
| My friend Melanie is really sick right now. I haven't seen her in a very long time. I think she's somewhere between the age of 28 and 31. Even at such a young age, Melanie has been struck down with cancer, a disease that has plagued her family. I'm not sure if Melanie has any children but I do know that she is married. The last report I heard, Melanie, even though she is sooo young, is on her death bed. Melanie has a sister named Melissa and they are about as close as you can get as sisters she has other sibblings and family etc. but please please be in prayer for Melanie, that God would miraciously heal her or give her strength and courage to make it through these last weeks. Please Please pray for her family, this cannot be an easy time for them. | | |
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